| OMFG |
[Mar. 30th, 2007|10:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My effin house | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Collide - Howie Day | ] |
I have a livejournal..........? That's fucking scary.... I haven't been on here in years lol. CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Please, this is important to me. |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Down in the dumps | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Invisible | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lonely Day - System Of A Down | ] |
Anyone who reads this who honestly gives a fuck weather I live or die, comment on my thing. Right now, I know it sounds selfish, but I feel like no one is paying any attention to me whatsoever. Am I invisible? It feels like it. |
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| ................... |
[Jul. 1st, 2006|10:44 pm] |
OH MY GOD I HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! |
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| Pan Of Man Eggsies... |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|05:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Mutinous.... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Strangers departing my brian........ | ] |
Well..... Fiddle me warbbler if I'm not made of saltine waffle rivulets. Which I am pretty sure my consistency might consist of that. I am almost positively sure. But not quite more than surely posative. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Broken |
[Mar. 12th, 2006|10:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Broken | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Broken | ] |
Broken |
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| Hummina Hummina |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|06:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ummmmmmmmm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ummmmmmm | ] |
I'm grounded so don't bitch at me for not being on got it? Okay so just talk to me in school. Cya love you all!!!!!!!! BYESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
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| It's been a while... |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|05:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Take me out - Frans Fredinand | ] |
Well I don't really have a whole lot to say. I've been a little down because Zac dumped me. On valentines day. What a... Grr. Well I don't know. Anyways I kind of like someone but I don't really know how that mess will go. I feel like I can be myself arouund him. I don't have to act ditzy or impress him. It's cool. I have to pee. Awesome. Also I need to come up with an "Arnold Shwartzennegar" costume for tomorrow. I have no clue how to do that. Grr. Leather jacket and shades? Any suggestions? Well I'm out but I'll be on aim all day. Cya's. |
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| STORY TIME BITCHES!!!!!!! |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|02:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beverly Hills- Weezer | ] |
Bubs42090: you start
Taymeister246: In A Galaxy
Bubs42090: Far Far Away
Taymeister246: There was a
Bubs42090: a ugly moron
Taymeister246: named "Bus Hoe."
Bubs42090: she liked to
Taymeister246: suck big monkey
Bubs42090: s named taylor
Taymeister246: and lick bubs
Bubs42090: i mean bugs
Taymeister246: but not really
Bubs42090: and she fucked
Taymeister246: hairy ass spoons
Bubs42090: while watching some
Taymeister246: martha stewart cooking
Bubs42090: then cheated on
Taymeister246: her anal worm
Bubs42090: who ate some\
Taymeister246: poopy dishes and
Bubs42090: your moms dirty
Taymeister246: thongs. then she
Bubs42090: played pingpong all
Taymeister246: day and got
Bubs42090: AIDS from jesus
Taymeister246: while spanking turtles
Bubs42090: she locked herself
Taymeister246: in bub's shoe
Bubs42090: wtf my shoe? wtf?
Bubs42090: anyways..........
Taymeister246: lmfao
Bubs42090: and died
Bubs42090: wtf? my shoe?
Taymeister246: THATS ONLY TWO WORD YOU SON OF A BITCH
Bubs42090: and died slowly
Bubs42090: THERE!
Bubs42090: THE END
Taymeister246: LMAO THANK YOU
Bubs42090: MY SHOE?
Taymeister246: hahaha im putting that on my livejournal. And yes, your shoe
Bubs42090: wtf?
Bubs42090: ok then
Taymeister246: i should have said in your pants |
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| I wrote this. It is called "Fluxuation." |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|06:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My song. Well basic rythem ideas..... | ] |
Tell me how did I get this far?
Looking at my wrist there's a scar.
I don't know how life got this way,
I die inside every day.
Sometimes when I feel on top again,
The happiness always ends.
Chorus:
Just when I ain't been crying,
Just when I ain't been dying,
Just when I thought I was coming back now,
Some how...
I made it back down.
I realized I was falling,
Before I knew it I was crawling,
Mood fluxuation,
Livin' in a doomed generation.
Mood fluxuation,
Losing my fixation.
My grasp on stability,
Is fading with humility.
My mood fluxuation,
So I'm leaving creation.
Just when I'm on track,
It seems like everytime I get pushed back.
I know It's not right,
To give up the fight,
But I can't help feeling,
There's nothing to live for.
When god closes a window,
He doesn't open a door anymore.
Chorus.
After fighting for so long,
I am tired of being strong.
It's time to come out of denial.
Face the final trial.
Pushing myself over the edge,
I will never look back as I drop off the ledge.
I had my hopes up and I tried so hard,
But I just get let down so I'm foldin' my card.
Chorus.
I know it isn't good yet but I plan on making changes. Lots. It is for my brothers band. "Severence." So yup. I wrote it because I was bored. Cya. |
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| Good-bye grandpa. I will miss you so much. |
[Feb. 4th, 2006|05:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | morose | ] |
| [ | music |
| | You lift me up.... | ] |
Grandpa is dead. He died last night at 6:30 or something like that. One hour before I was going to the hospital to see him. It's my fault because I watched "Harold and Maude" and "Heathers" all day. Both movies about death in some sense. It was crazy. As soon as I finished the second film I got the phone call. I kind of just dropped to the floor and rocked back and forth with my head in my arms sobbing. I don't understand. Shelby ran over to stay with me I was alone. Zach called. Thank you both. Now all I can do is go to the nisitation and fueral and such. I won't be in school Monday. I can't believe this. Now I keep finding his things laying around that didn't mean anything to me before. Cuff links. Tie clips. Keys. The thing that meant the most to me was what I found in his drawer at cresmont. His rosery. I will carry it with me always. Grandpa you took my mother, my brother, and I in when I was 2. I lived with you for almost 13 years. I will miss you so much grandpa you were a great frind. You tought me so much about the world and I love you very much. We were so close for a long time, but I will not be selfish, because I know you also want to be close with god. So I will remember you just how you would want me to. Good-bye grandpa. |
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| Well....... |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|10:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | morose | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nothing........ | ] |
I guess no one wanted to fill out my quiz. That is okay. After tonight I feel like I want to go back to my old ways. Maybe I'll call a teen hotline and fucking complain for an hour. Sounds good. Cya. |
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| If a Quiz can be called a quizical, What is a test? |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|12:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Hyperly Bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Megaman Theme - Trents Video Game | ] |
If You Are One Of My Friends, Fill Out This Quiz. I Will Tell You If You Score High. This Is Basically To Tell You How Well You Know Me.
1.) What Is My Favorite Band?
A)Fall-out Boy
B)The Ramones
C)System Of A Down
D)Insane Clown Posse
2.) What Is My Favorite Color?
A)Black
B)Midnight Blue
C)Hot Pink
D)Puke Orange
3.) What Is My Mans Name?
A)Pete
B)Dick
C)Nick
D)Zach
4.) Do I Have Any Pets?
A)Yes, A Dog And A Bird
B)Yes, A Dog Named Shilo
C)Yes, A Dog, A Fish, And A Turtle
D)No, I Killed Them All
5.) Do I Have Any Siblings?
A)Yes, A Sister And A Brother On The Way
B)Yes, One Brother And Another On The Way
C)Yes, One Brother
D)No, I'm An Only Child
6.) What Habit Did I Recently Kick?
A)Smoking
B)Nail Biting
C)Nose Picking
D)None, I've Always Been Perfect
7.) What Is My Cell Phone Number?
A)1-810-505-8371
B)1-248-459-8371
C)1-248-459-0068
D)1-810-429-8371
8.) What Color Are My Eyes?
A)Deep Blue
B)Light Green
C)Dark Brown
D)Hazle
9.) What Is My Parental Situation?
A)They Are Divorced And Both Re-Married
B)They Are Divorced And My Dad Re-Married
C)They Are Still Together
D)They Are Divorced And My Mom Re-Married
10.) Who Is My Hero?
A)Freddy Kruger
B)Johnny Knoxville
C)Jim Carrey
D)Jason Vorhees
Well That Is My Quizical. How Well Do You Know Me? Take It Or Leave It. Anyways I Don't Wanna Sit Here All Day, So Toodle-oo. |
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| Quarter-life crisis........ |
[Jan. 27th, 2006|05:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Needles-System of a down | ] |
Well I have all E's right now. It's sad to look back on how i used to be and scowl at what I have become. I miss my boyfriend. He is busy all the time and can't be here for me. My grandpa is doing really bad. I'm suprised he hasn't passed yet. Everyone elses health is getting steadily worse in my family, and people at school are getting pissier. This bitch started shit with me today for no reason. I wish she would act like the upperclassmen she is. But no, she has to be immature. She must be like 17, but she acts like a fucking 3rd grader. I'm getting sick of all the drama. I'm tired of everyone being shitty twords eachother, and I feel like I'm above all the bullshit. But it's hard to be when your sucked in to it everyday. I wish I could run away. Just to some place where I could be alone. Or just with my close friends and Zac. No bullshit. No pain. Well whatever. Talk to everyone later. |
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| Sad as hell...... |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|09:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | morose | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lonely Day-System Of A Down | ] |
Well ummm... not a great way to say anything..... really... ummm my closer friends know but i will tell anyone who asks in person, so if you want to know what is up with my grandpa ask... before wednesday... GOD I CAN'T STOP CRYING FUCKING A!!!!!!!! GOD THIS ISN'T FAIR!!!!!!!! |
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| ummmm... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|01:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Foxtrot, Uniform, Charlie, Kilo. - Bloodhound Gang | ] |
I wish Zac was here. :( |
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| Well Not Feeling So Great.......... |
[Jan. 19th, 2006|06:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I don't know what to do. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Game - Disturbed | ] |
Ummmm long story I'll sum it up. I got in a HUGE fight with my mom. She said "At least I got A's and B's in school." and I said "At least I don't cuss out my kids for stupid reasons and lie to them about drinking." and she said "At least I don't slit my wrists!!!" I really didn't know what to say so I just started crying and I threw a bowl of rice I was eating and stormed off to my room. I sat there for like an hour just sobbing. How dare she say that? How could she? I mean, I trusted her and now I don't know what to do. I was so shocked. My mother... I don't know. Well I guess thats all I have for now. I wish someone understood my pain but there is no way to explain it. So then I just sound like every other emo looking for attention. I wish none of this ever happened. I wish it would have worked. So I wouldn't be here to see and hear shit like that. I don't know. I am living for Liz and Zac right now. And Shelby. And Trent. If they were to fight with me, and I were to lose all of them, I would kill myself. It's not a threat. I would have to because then I would have nothing. They are everything to me right now. I don't know. Well bye for now. |
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| THISISMYSHITMANFUCKINGLIVEYOUKNOWIT!!!!!!!!! |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|03:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | It's MY life - Bon Jovi DUH | ] |
It's My Life
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life! |
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| Live For Now...... |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|03:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | FUCKING LIVE AND LOVE PEOPLE! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | It's MY life - Bon Jovi | ] |
LIFE IS TOO FUCKIN SHORT BITCHES!!!! I'M SICK OF ALL THE SHIT MAN FROM NOW ON I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT ANYONE THINKS I'M GOING NUTS MAN THIS IS INSANE LIFE IS MADE TO BE LIVED AND I'M NOT GOING TO WASTE MY YOUTH. IF I WANNA SAY SOMETHING I'M GOING TO SAY IT. IF I WANNA DO SOMETHING I'M GONNA DO IT!!!! STARTING RIGHT NOW, I'M GOING TO GO OUTSIDE IN SHORTS AND A T-SHIRT AND DRIVE THE LAWNMOWER AROUND THE BLOCK!!! FUCK YES BITCHES!!! |
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| FUCK- Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo |
[Jan. 14th, 2006|08:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Alive!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Foxtrot, Uniform, Charlie, Kilo. - Bloodhound Gang | ] |
FOXTROT UNIFORM CHARLIE KILO - BLOODHOUND GANG
The best song ever made people!!! Lol it is just sooo choice!!!
Vulcanize the whoopee stick
In the ham wallet
Cattle prod the oyster ditch
With the lap rocket
Batter dip the cranny ax
In the gut locker
Retrofit the pudding hatch
Ooh la la
With the boink swatter
If i get you in the loop when I make a point to be straight with you then
In lieu of the innuendo in the end know my intent though
I brazillian wax poetic so pathetically
I don't wanna beat around the bush
Foxtrot Unifrom Charlie Kilo
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo
Marinate the nether rod
In the squish mitten
Power drill the yippee bog
With the dude piston
Pressure wash the quiver bone
In the bitch wrinkle
Cannonball the fiddle cove
Ooh la la
With the pork steeple
If i get you in the loop when I make a point to be straight with you then
In lieu of the innuendo in the end know my intent though
I brazillian wax poetic so pathetically
I don't wanna beat around the bush
Foxtrot Unifrom Charlie Kilo
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo
Put the you know what in the you know where
Put the you know what in the you know where
Put the you know what in the you know where
Put the you know what in the you know where pronto |
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| I wrote this song... |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|05:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | indifferent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | F.U.C.K. - bloodhoung gand .... umm i think lol | ] |
Lalalalalala. Alrighty then. Well I did write a song for my brothers band but I can't seem to find it on my desktop SOOOO........ change of plans. I will instead put one of my favorite song's lyrics on here. Well I can't find them so guess what? Screw you guys, I'm going home. |
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